wake up to ur idea lah grace.. i had a veri rigorous one-on-one trng session wif coach today.. mr cheong told mi to skip intervals n jus start trng
basically.. i jus so mus say coach is pinning high hopes on me.. n i dont wna let him down too.. im progressing.. he feels it n i noe it miself..
but wen it comes to game play.. mi performance is totally shit..
n he dint scold mi.. even wen mi punt kick was atrociously atrocious.. n i nver kicked so horribly b4.. he jus screamed once den he stopped.. n for the rest of the game.. i dint apply wad i learnt.. honestly speaking..
the onli decent play i had was crossing... it was not bad lah
coach came to mi n said: grace.. wad's wrong.. u r improving in ur drills but wen it cums to gameplay.. u r damn jialat..
grace: i dont noe
coach: r u scared
grace: no im not scared at all
coach: r u nervous
grace: no im not nervous at all
coach: den wad's wrong
grace: i dont noe really
coach: no wen u say u dont noe dat means u noe something is wrong
grace: (den i tot real hard) n said: im jus not good enuff
coach: how can u say u r not good enuff
...... .....
coach: okay fine.. u will b good enuff.. cos no1 is eva good enuff


actly i mentioned dat i will post mi results for mi R-paper remember? but i wont now.. cos basically aiya.. like veri wad leh.. aniwaes i showed to dose pple i needa show like jing jiemin debby alicea...
im basically veri satisfied wif it.. n i agree wif wad ms low said: u r jus unlucky dat u couldnt get it.. sum pple were jus lucky enuff to stumble upon it n got it....
n hmm... haha.. it's mi turn to stumble on it alr n once u get it.. it will b dere wif u forever...

as for SS.. i jus feel dat to score such a result is not bad for sum1 hu was feeling super sian during the paper n was writing crap n nonsense during the paper... n anihow answered most of the questions...


thankews A and B for being so so so eva-encouraging.. n supporting mi dreams.. i feel ur genuine sincerity(: n esp. A for being so eva-understanding.. n i dno.. despite extreme personalities.. u so unds wad i tink.. wen i lie thru mi teeth.. u r the fers to noe it(:
i can tell u anithing..
u noe it's wen i say something n pple take it seriously for the fers time dat i feel respected n cherished(:
i will work hard n get it for miself.. n of course for yall(: